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You are a codfish

2008-08-23T21:13:00.002+08:00

2008-08-08T17:50:00.000+08:00

I've been getting the weeeeirdest dreams.. haha.

2008-07-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

We are munchkins.
My sisters love Adeline more than they love me. ):

2008-07-07T21:05:00.001+08:00

Everything is falling into place. The way its suppose to be. (:

2008-06-25T08:24:00.000+08:00

I have the best sisters in the world and the bestest friends. (:
Life couldn't be better.

2008-06-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

I love you.

2008-06-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

It seemed like just yesterday.

God give me grace.

2008-06-17T11:03:00.003+08:00

I think i gave it my best. Esp. this time round.

Is a small slip punishable for life?

I guess so.

2008-06-16T21:05:00.001+08:00

I think my nightmare came true.

Let my hair down

2008-06-11T12:28:00.007+08:00

Whoa, i had the scariest and saddest nightmare last night ):
2 weeks break. Not enough.

Lunch on Sunday

Caution: Scary Images

Prata and Beehoon goreng

Sentosaaaa

Going back on Thursday again...

Spotted: SPG

Rewinds

2008-06-11T01:38:00.004+08:00

The weather today was great. Very, very sunny. No clouds. But i was too busy being safe 'cause i really hate getting burnt so i'm hardly tanned at all. Haha.

Met Adeline after and lost to her in scissors paper stone which earned me another round of Sex and The City.

Some pics from Common Test period

Breakfast with the Angs

Let us die young or let us live forever.

2008-06-04T20:25:00.006+08:00

The day we went Farmart during our break.

These two were the cutest. They kept looking in that direction for some reason. As if there was something interesting in the corner..

Leftovers of STC funfair day

GO GO GO

2008-06-02T23:06:00.004+08:00

4 more days to end of common test.
2 more papers.
1 screwed up Instrumentational and Analytical Chemistry (INAC). Whoopa!

And... i have to wait till Sep for the 3rd season of Ugly Betty. Argh. Lindsay in the last episode was refreshing and hilarious.

A.

2008-05-29T23:53:00.002+08:00

You said you'll call. I hope you'll keep your promise. 1am.

YOU WIN SOME, YOU LOSE SOME.

2008-05-27T23:10:00.007+08:00

I have to live with that. I'm tired of trying anymore. I'll miss you.

AND, i hate studying. Much more than your average student.

Weekenders

Louisa's birthday
LOL at this

Tooday's

Princess in wellies gone wild?? Daiso rings! Woohoo!

TRIPPING

2008-05-24T23:25:00.010+08:00

Who would have thought? Its so fun hanging in the J hood. And i have this fetish for dinosaurs.

2008-05-23T23:21:00.002+08:00

Still sick.

2008-05-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

Unbelievable. So anyway i woke up this morning thinking i'd be spending the whole day at home alone. Which sucks. I woke up at 11 plus to find Isabelle, Michelle and Tim at home and Addy waiting at the door. So woohooo! Sisters rock.

2008-05-21T11:07:00.000+08:00

i hate you.

I like eggs

2008-05-21T10:19:00.002+08:00

Yay. I'm not going to skool.. I'm too cool for skool.. too cool fer yooooo.
Hahahaha i sound crazy. soooo, options options options.

Sentosa!!! Get my tan on.
Malaysia?
Pignick? Hmmmmm.
Shopping
Rest at home, try to get well.

I hate to waste my day so 5 is out. Hohum.

Sensitive much?

2008-05-20T21:57:00.003+08:00

My throat hurts like fuck. I haven't drank so much water since i don't know when. I really miss drinking pearl milk tea alot but its like totally phlegm inducing so its a no-no. And i'm like the most against seeing a doc but i think i will do so tomorrow. :/

Iris: I'm soo glad we had our talk today as much as i hate these things. But now i understand you better and why you do the things you do sometimes. (((: And let's watch sex and the city together. I promise!

Addy: Thank you for showing concern. No matter how little.

Ruth: Thank you for the sushi keychain! Would have been better if you didn't address it to sushi slut!

Tommy: I can see you're trying now. (: But why when i feel like giving up.

I shall see the doc tomorrow morning, go to school for my quiz, skip mobio, jet home to rest. Hopefully i can drink milk tea soon. Wish me luck!

I FEEL YOU

2008-05-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

I have a flu from hell. Perfect timing.

I'M TAKEN BY YOU TAKING ME APART

2008-05-15T19:24:00.009+08:00

I greet you with armpit.

School rocks
Except INAC. Which i totally don't understand no shit about. I need a tutorrr. Ruth and Jiamin rock. All of us have permission to go to Germany! Really hope everything falls thru. Whoopa. So in Ruth's words, we rocksssss.

Bored much

MONDAY 3

2008-05-12T23:43:00.005+08:00

Yay, i'm so over emo. You're a godsent. And Iris sweetie, please cheer up! I'm always here for you. (:

Week 5 now, still haven't taken a bus to school. Hmmm...

MISS NOT-SO-POKER-FACE-ANYMORE

2008-05-09T23:23:00.004+08:00

You think you've had a bad day. Then you think back, it's been the whole week. No, a whole month. Maybe months now. Since the fucking 12th of Feb. Everything's been fucking fucking you up. And yes, during this period you've been trying to make things better, trying to find a solution, a way out, just anything to get out of the suckfest. Nothing works, not at all. You're tired just so tired and drained. You want an escape. But duh, this is the real world, you can't just pack up, runaway. Runaway from all your problems. You suck it up. Suck it all the fuck up. But its just too much to take. And now you're disintegrating. Bit by bit, everyday. You're fading away, not that slowly but oh-so surely. Its been a downward spiral, and you're plummeting now. And you hardly recognise anything. Especially those that you thought you knew best. So enough. You put up all your defenses and you don't expect anything from no one no more. You need this closure. You need this for yourself, you say. No more futile attempts.

I'D RATHER WALK WITH YOU THAN RUN WITH THE OTHER FOOLS

2008-05-06T22:41:00.008+08:00

Snippets of my past few days.
My mundane life. Nothing compared to "oh my life is all about clubbing, partying and fine dining" you see on other blogs. No offence.

My weekend

Picasso

Soon there'll be a new meaning to Beef. And a new significance to this day. I'm speaking gibberish.

SQUEEZE BALL STRESS BALL

2008-05-03T21:38:00.004+08:00

I'm drained out. Neeed blooood. And...

Nat! I never knew Raboo had such surprising eyes.

Pooped.

Note to Addy: Please reply my msges or i shall take drastic measures.

THE ALMOST COMPLETE

2008-05-01T23:40:00.006+08:00

BBQ

Chicken head and me

Trying to solve the Rubik's using eye power. Applaud.

Meet the cutest man in the world

All ends well today. Maybe not all all but all those within my grasp.

Let's take things baby steps at a time.

SWIM BEEF SWIM

2008-04-29T23:18:00.007+08:00

We are the dream team
We were seeking to establish a healthy lifestyle so off we went to swim after school today. Unsuccessful. In terms of exercise. So totally smashing to spend the whole day with Iris cause she's such a slut. Haha.

Teebot Part 2

My mum's so cranky all the time. I think i better get her something good enough to keep her happy for a week on Mother's Day. And i'm skipping my morning lecture tomorrow 'cause i'm following Ruth's call! We are the meesua buddies. Jiamin too. But sometimes she eats ee mee. But she's still part of us. Ok. HAHA. Buhbye.

MONDAY 2

2008-04-28T23:50:00.004+08:00

Teebot's Travels

I am an artissst

Give me my time

I'll give you your space

To come to terms

Maybe we'll talk again

JUST A BIT.

2008-04-27T23:02:00.006+08:00

A few weeks back

Amanda, the budding artist

STC Funfair

Family portrait. The girl behind me is Meiyi the Tyrant.

Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans

ilu.

FAMILY PRIDE

2008-04-27T00:18:00.010+08:00

26th April
Today, i met Tim. He's really polite and articulate.

Two thumbs down

We went to try out my cool Dora the Explorer board that Addy got me from Laos. And skater girl, I am not.

To infinity and beyond

Comtemplating suicide

Good night.

I'm gonn get me a Rubik's cube.

2008-04-26T00:42:00.001+08:00

I let the feeling sink in so i won't forget.

RAIN OF CHANGE

2008-04-24T23:41:00.003+08:00

Yay to Hockey

Boo to Inline Skate

What will you do if you want something badly?

THERE'S NOT A BIT OF TRUTH IN WHAT YOU HEAR

2008-04-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

STC funfair was such a bore. Bore bore bore boring. Saw many familiar faces i almost felt young again. I also noticed a lot of people who had gained a few pounds. Phat Pat, Miss Mak, lots of seniors and this ang moh girl i used to see in school but i don't know her name. Made my case seem less sad.

Well, nothing good happened that day. Besides dinner. And The Forbidden Kingdom. I even got a sunburn from standing in the sun at the funfair???!! Sometimes you know a person too well to know what the person is doing is wrong. And you see no change after so long. And things like that just keep happening. You can't deny the good times but sometimes its just not enough. Sometimes you need that distance. That distance to put things in perspective. To apologise doesn't mean a change. To ignore doesn't mean not giving. To be passive doesn't mean i am taking. I'm a believer in time.

THINGS TO DO

2008-04-17T14:00:00.002+08:00

1) Buy new perfume.
2) Find notebook battery.
3) Give Iris the pretty yellow leash. (No people, its not for her. Its for Sushi.)
4) Return Iris her intimates.
5) Buy files.
6) Find a place to store all shades. Must be accessible.
7) Tryout softball, hockey and inline skate. Maybe touch rug too..
8) Remember to use my other number too. Since i still have to pay for subs till Oct.

BBDC SUCKS.

2008-04-09T13:19:00.002+08:00

They are earning hell alot of money from me. These grumpy middle-aged men who hate their job. Can you tell me what important information do they need that is on my IC and not on my ez-link card. I hardly think they need my address or my blood type. KNNBCCB.

WE ROLLING

2008-04-07T21:29:00.008+08:00

Work's been fine. I think its been a good use of my time. I'll be seeing me in school like in a week's time. Amazingly i'm kinda looking forward to it. I'm gonna find myself a CCA. I think.
I've been using my handphone camera since i have a camera in my phone at last and my cam is a goner. I guess it's sufficient to capture pictures. Rather inadequate for the night though. Yups.

Every other day i see Thomas the trainsss staring at me. I find them awfully creepy. But apparently many kids dig them nowadays..

From several random days

My leg reflects the light. Woweee

I had to give Ryan his present in these boxes because they are absolutely adorable!

5th April
Sleepover at Iris's that night. We had botak jones for dinner. They just opened one at Bukit Batok. I have to say the food is value for money. Good taste, big serving but not worth the wait.

My cajun chicken. Looks quite untasteful here..

This is gonna give you nightmares. No one likes a hairy girl...

Hey gillian!

STOP and stare

MONDAY

2008-03-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

It was a heart shaped samiches and lazy lazy ass day. Seemed better than i could have planned it. (:

SEEING IS DECEIVING

2008-03-30T01:07:00.000+08:00

Go Iris

It was right there in front of me. How could i not see it for what it was. Or what it was not. It just goes to show that you'll just never know someone well enough.

BINTAN TRIP

2008-03-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

Now, i finally have some time to blog about Bintan! It was fun, though i spent half the time being seasick. Even SPF 50 could not keep me from getting a dreaded sunburn.

Our beloved buggy! Everyone loves to drive it.

Preparing dinner

Tommy's $4 bottle of soy sauce. He thought it was cute. Hmmm...

Cosying around the bonfire

I love this photo. Iris and i rushed rushed rushed to the airport to send Addy off to darwin. Thank god we made it (:

More photos in the disposable cam and underwater cam. Cross my fingers and hope they'll turn out fine.

BORE

2008-03-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

I have to turn my life around. Actually, just my grades. No skipping classes, Amanda. No can do. Must attend lessons. Must attend practicals. MUST! Anyway, depressing things aside Addy is coming back tomorrow! Weeeeeee. Finally, ever since the holidays started i'll get to spend some time with her! Oh, and i just found the perfect prop for our coming sleepover. Heh heh.

DIFFERENT

2008-03-22T00:59:00.000+08:00

You put too much pressure on me. You know me. You do. I can't be this person you want me to be. I have never been and never will be. And its draining to try or make it look like i'm trying. I'm sorry i can't be your idea of a good friend. Its just not me to do hugs and kisses and kind words and reassurance. Maybe you're not demanding that much but your approach is too. Too tactless. This shouldn't feel like an obligation. Our ideals are just too different. No one is to be blamed.

Love always.

I HATE THE WEATHER.

2008-03-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

That's all.

I WALK, I RAN, I JUMP, I FLEW

2008-03-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

There is nothing i can do.
I miss you.

I hope there's nothing but fun tomorrow! And Iris i love you for the lil' surprise. Sometimes i don't give you enough credit for everything you do but i want you to know the little things do mean alot to me.

SO WET THIS FIRE DRY

2008-03-03T23:50:00.001+08:00

I hate working at Raffles City. The air-con is frigging cold and i think i'm falling sick. Gotta prepare my winter wear for work tomorrow. Haha. I just came home from sending Addy off to her Laos trip and i'm gonna miss her so so much. When she comes back in 2 weeks i'll be in Bintan, and before i get back she'll leave for Darwin for a week. Bummer bummer bummer...

From some day,

Prove of my wacked cam

I'm holding he's ciggy...

Ruins of Tang Dynasty

Grumpy face.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADDY!

This is just dumb